Time wasted
At the end of the year now, I feel that I did not accomplish much, and even for the last two years of my life, because I've tried to do a lot like finding a job or promoting my art but it all seems to not have materialised well for me since the progress led to nothing and the achievement that I wish for has not been gained. I have tried a lot of things. I have tried. I feel tired, and right now, at the end of the year, I'm feeling sick as well because I have this infection and flu that occurred throughout the week. Maybe I am just unlucky, and maybe I am not doing it the right way, although the ways that I have chosen are the tried and tested ways of doing things. Ultimately, I feel like a loser. I feel like someone who has not been successful, and I guess I should look forward to next year with the same outcome, because if I do try to push myself up into progress, there will either be someone or some external circumstances that will prevent me from achieving what I want to ac...
