Delays

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There's going to be some delays with the publishing of the novel or novels, 'An Attempt To Understand The Years Of Plague'. I will get back to you all once the novels are out and live. In the meantime, you can preview the first book here

https://play.google.com/store/books/details?id=r_VFEQAAQBAJ


I have to accept the unacceptable as I go through this uneasy phase of my life. Things are not going the way I want them to be. I have disgraced myself, but that is due to the actions of society that chooses to humiliate and bully me since I was young, leading me to become the trash of society. I have been unemployed for three years, and now, I am forced to accept a job that is not to my liking... not to my passion, and I have to accept it because of necessity. I want to cry. I feel the pain. I just cannot cry. I cycled aimlessly just now around the reservoir, asking myself what the meaning of life is when others... There are others out there who are in better positions than I am, and some are even married and have children. I don't know how to move forward, but with a heavy heart, I must do. I have failed in life. I am a failure and I am a loser. I hope my tale will not be repeated as I become a third-class citizen in a country that is my birth home.

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