There's going to be some delays with the publishing of the novel or novels, 'An Attempt To Understand The Years Of Plague'. I will get back to you all once the novels are out and live. In the meantime, you can preview the first book here https://play.google.com/store/books/details?id=r_VFEQAAQBAJ I have to accept the unacceptable as I go through this uneasy phase of my life. Things are not going the way I want them to be. I have disgraced myself, but that is due to the actions of society that chooses to humiliate and bully me since I was young, leading me to become the trash of society. I have been unemployed for three years, and now, I am forced to accept a job that is not to my liking... not to my passion, and I have to accept it because of necessity. I want to cry. I feel the pain. I just cannot cry. I cycled aimlessly just now around the reservoir, asking myself what the meaning of life is when others... There are others out there who are in better positions than I am, ...
Please ignore my bad writing. It's two in the morning and I cannot sleep. I just have something in my mind that I need to let out because I just cannot seem to forget it. I don't think you guys would believe me when I say this but I just experienced something awful or should I say more clearly as something out of this world. Well, it happened just a few hours ago when I was at the library. You see I have a writing session at the library once a month, usually on a Sunday, and I often go there simply for therapeutic reasons. I must say that my childhood wasn't really the best and I have nightmares about it often. Just this morning, I had a nightmare and I was punching the side of my wardrobe while I was in bed because in the dream, I was punching the idiotic school bully that used to hunt me. As I grew older, I become a paranoid loser. I am fearful of a lot of things and I just ended up living my life in constant fear and so I often don't have friends. I thought that this...
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